very poisonous human. He manipulated me. I feel how that poison is in my veins. I don’t know notice he what he does. He plays mind games, attack my weaknesses.. destroy my life. It’s very impossible to notice but I see it now. I think when you don’t love yourself, hate yourself, you attract misery in your life. I thought that he is my best friend but every time, what I do is somekind warzone and he try to win me. If he doesn’t win, he pulls me down. Tic tac toe.. learning my cards and put me down. Something like that.