I feel her joy when I showed that billionaire yt channel. It’s really badass stuff and she is deserved to become billionaire too.. I wrote her, but she is so excited and her ambitious is so contagious I decided to move on. I really try to give up and fold everything but how happy, excited she is, and probably reason is mine.. feel impossible to quit.. but I am an old fart and and rock bottom. I need really quit this shit..