I thinking being me. I am trans-person, but I am woman, because I went that process through. My brain identifying myself as a woman, and I am woman also without an uterus. But fighting everyday being yourself is very hard. Maybe AA. surrender is the key? But I don’t know, it’s not fit in me, I need fight and not given up- I am little bit given up myself and I feel so bad, so I need change how I speak with myself and be me. Love myself and be myself. When I was in lesbian party with without hear and with men clothes, people see me as a woman. It’s wonderful feeling. And when I said that I scared that am I pass those who guard to entre, she don’t understand what I speak. But now I feel tiny and that I need to fight, fight, fight.. Go to female bathroom, go to everywhere. Taking those bullet’s which is my favorite quote of Scarface. And Scarface is my favorite movie btw, very inspirational and lot of encouragement quotes and life lessons.
“Go ahead! I take your fucking bullets! You think you kill me with bullets? I take your fucking bullets! Go ahead!” – Tony Montana
“You think you can take me? You need a fucking army if you gonna take me!” – Tony Montana
“You wanna fuck with me? Okay. You wanna play rough? Okay. Say hello to my little friend!” (Tony shoots) – Tony Montana
What you lookin’ at? You all a bunch of fin’ assholes. You know why? You don’t have the guts to be what you wanna be? You need people like me. You need people like me so you can point your fin’ fingers and say, “That’s the bad guy.” So… what that make you? Good? You’re not good. You just know how to hide, how to lie. Me, I don’t have that problem. Me, I always tell the truth. Even when I lie. So say good night to the bad guy! Come on. The last time you gonna see a bad guy like this again, let me tell you. Come on. Make way for the bad guy. There’s a bad guy comin’ through! Better get outta his way!
I just thinking myself. I don’t like say myself that I am trans, I went throw that process and I am woman. If I don’t tell my background people think that I am woman.If I tell told my background they put that trans-classes on and see me as a trans, and if I do so, I see myself as a trans. I feel that I am woman, or also I am sure also whole gender thing cos, I think it is more a construct and slavery-system for women to be in a stereotype form. If I born like a normal baby girl, I thought that I was more boy girl than girl girl.. There is also Harvard University’s post for that trans-gender is in your brain, you have got similar brain as your sex, that’s why transgender person feel trapped their body.
What comes from sex, in animal-world there is no stereotypes. You are what you are. So fuck long-hairs, etc..