I found it again – miss-gendering. I don’t know why I talked with him. It’s very low to speak with him. There’s lots of people who does not do that. It’s influences in my brain, my mind.
I am very kind person but this is not good to me. He destroy me.. it’s very slightly but bit by bit he pull me down.. I can see that and feel that.. I need cut him of my life. Maybe he doesn’t see that, I don’t know.. kind a human bondage.. I get that miss-gendering from him. It’s comes very slightly way.. stabbing.. that what he does.. God help me!