I don’t know.. I watched what I were wrote before.. I was down and biased. Now I feel his influence in my mind again. People are like pills or like booze. They influenced same way.. he understands that I need my space. And you are also sum of people who you surrounded. It’s true that he has got very good impact also my life. Maybe I weren’t alive. He was always there when I want talk.
It’s true also my true self come when I eliminate all people my life and be just myself..