Poems, quotes from Bukowski

“There is always one woman to save you from another And as that woman saves you she makes ready to destroy.”

“But I got to her— she began to twist then she rolled on her side, she was getting wet and open like a flower in the rain. Then she rolled on her stomach and her most beautiful ass looked up at me and I reached under and got the cunt again.”

How to be a great writer

“how to be a great writer You’ve got to fuck a great many women beautiful women and write a few decent love poems. And don’t worry about age and/or freshly-arrived talents. Just drink more beer more and more beer And attend the racetrack at least once a week And win if possible. Learning to win is hard— any slob can be a good loser. And don’t forget your Brahms and your Bach and your beer. Don’t overexercise. Sleep until noon. Avoid credit cards or paying for anything on time. Remember that there isn’t a piece of ass in this world worth over $50 (in 1977). And if you have the ability to love love yourself first but always be aware of the possibility of total defeat whether the reason for that defeat seems right or wrong— An early taste of death is not necessarily a bad thing. Stay out of churches and bars and museums, and like the spider be patient— time is everybody’s cross, plus exile defeat treachery All that dross. Stay with the beer. Beer is continuous blood. A continuous lover. Get a large typewriter and as the footsteps go up and down outside your window Hit that thing hit it hard Make it a heavyweight fight Make it the bull when he first charges in And remember the old dogs who fought so well: Hemingway, Celine, Dostoevsky, Hamsun. If you think they didn’t go crazy in tiny rooms just like you’re doing now Without women without food without hope Then you’re not ready. Drink more beer. There’s time. And if there’s not that’s all right too. ” Charles Bukowski

“Without women without food without hope”

lol, I really get mad, I gave everything to Korean Lady and I wrote a lot to her. Now I found the Princess. She were waited me about thirty days and answered me and she didn’t chatted anyone else. I asked her that could I get chance to fall in love in her.. other words if we meet..

I explained how I get my therapist pussy and her womb and my ex-wife get angry about this why I choosed her because I worship her. And also wanted eat my therapist pussy, and I get her womb and I have great time here and she really tried to make me sane person. Hot, nice place to stay. No problems, worries. I also explained how I eat someone’s pussy with rabbits ears my head and babies sucking toy in my mouth. And Korean Lady make me understand that eating pussy is my life and Pussy us what I worship, not money. But she doesn’t write me but I gave her so much value that only idiot cannot turn herself to billionaire.

“They disgust me the way they wait for death with as much passion as a traffic signal.” Charles Bukowski

I really found my life purpose eating 17 years old girls pussy at near of golf course, licking her holes. I realized that when I said her consentrate to the enjoyment, orgasms ejaculations are only side things, they come if they come but only this moment is everything and just enjoy the moment, whole point is enjoy..

But now the Princess showed her interested.

I need wait.

Korean Lady ask me to keep up dreaming.. I don’t understand what she mentioned but now she got really bad opponent, The Princess. And she is near.

She said, “ofcouse….” The Princess

Can I get an opportunity to fall in love with her..

Every women can go now. She is hot, she is intelligent and she accepted me. And gave me an opportunity to love in her.. it is the gift if I get this kind opportunity. People are like marketing machine, so I don’t want miss her and I don’t wanna hurt her. There’s is no one else than she.

“The human sewage system is the world’s greatest invention. And you invented me and I invented you and that’s why we don’t get along on this bed any longer. You were the world’s greatest invention until you flushed me away.” Charles Bukowski

Like my ex-wife.. she tried to invent me, and she did it. And then she flushed me away. And I became different person, I get sober, I started to roam to the wilderness.. I love nature a lot, I get more loner.. when people drink, when I drink I changed new me. I am not who I am when I drink. I am quite difficult and hate people nowadays. I get along everyone but I get tired with people, they dry me. Drink my energy. But the Princess, yeah, Princess Leia and I am Yoda who eats her pussy..

I am also fucked up, I have constant depression which doesn’t go away and also this social phobia and I am transgender woman and I am Tom Boy girl.. and I think there’s no gender, it’s kind a structure. You can be what you want. But I am not man either. I get opportunity to fall in love in her. I can’t miss this opportunity, she is the woman who I saw many years ago at this dating site. What she said stopped my heart. Like the touch of the out of this world..

Ivan Turgenev….

“… I burned as with fire in her presence, …”

“but what was the use of my knowing what sort of fire it was wherewith I burned and melted—seeing that it was sweet to me to burn and melt! I surrendered myself entirely to my impressions, and dealt artfully with myself, turned away from my memories and shut my eyes to that of which I had a presentiment in the future….”

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The Princess

I play poker, she answer my writings. I lost that opponent get QQ, I answer back, I hit all in and my game end when an opponent get QQ again. She said so beautiful what I ever seen.. we are similar and heart. I replied a heart. I said I can love in her, she said that would be sweet.. I need love in my life, I said me too… and she said we are similar and a heart.. and I gave a heart And like Angels surrounding us, I lost my game with opponent showing me QQ twice. Two women, we? She is my soulmate? She is very hot, intelligent.. very beautiful. I don’t know..

Lol

Lol..
https://youtu.be/tRNsK-I2tfw
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I started to think, I have three billionaire contact. And a girl who want to be a billionaire.. I speak like Tai Lopez, like Charlie Munger. I have 200 business books in my head. 

and I write this kind things

Lot of writings. I think it’s all about that you are so hot… And my mind is so weak. And I get little rush on you, but maybe I can handle it. 
But I think you will find lot of value in this:
The one trait of billionaires is that many of them meditate. I feel that you speak about a meditation channel that would be a great program, 7 dollar, 20 videos.. made by teacheable, what that learn.ryanholiday.net use.. it’s learnable.. similar way.. three, five videos for free causing urgency, desires, curiosity.. https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B00HVBJYZ8/ref=tmm_kin_title_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1593001725&sr=8-1
It’s a good book with that topic. Like Amazon Kindle does, they use sample books and you get hooked and then you have curiosity to move on that book but you need to buy it to continue to read.. similar technique would be great if you do that meditation course.. my brain is so many times biased and I easily freak out.. now I’m thinking why I do this, I don’t have to.. lol there’s 60000 thoughts in your head per day, so how to take a break your inner dialogue, thoughts. Do that course, start with 7, then maybe 27, 97.. test what is the best price. There’s is also book,https://www.amazon.com/Smart-Pricing-Jagmohan-Raju-audiobook/dp/B003PNRZSO/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=smart+pricing&qid=1593002149&sprefix=smart+pric&sr=8-1

You can let people buy your course with what they value of your course, ‘pay what you like’. Also you can do the basic, the medium, and the premium course.. People love to get premium value.. more likely they buy also more if they first purchased this a basic course. They committed to you.. 
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But you have  a habit forming product. It’s exciting to follow You and think of you as a flower…

There’s hundreds of books in my head.. lol.. Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov was a life changing experience for me. Don’t underestimate the value of books. 
That book made me chase younger women like crazy.. and Charlie Munger, Warren Buffett and Tai Lopez put me chasing money..
I don’t really know what is the key in my life, it’s that like you or billions of money.. 
I found my treasure, my books of sexology, with those I had a good marriage. She find difference between others and me when we divorced. But I was then duller and my tongue was mint. Now my brain is in mint, I really feel that, when you can read super fast and understand everything..
But Warren Buffett talk about inner score card. It’s good to know things and forget yourself. 
I started to think you again. But I read a lot, I am not billionaire. I don’t know, that get you value of my thoughts.. ;D as David Ogilvy said something if you surrounded yourself with billionaires you become billionaire. David Ogilvy, on advertising is very good book. So many books.. 
But I need your course of meditation.. I have read also happiness books, Zen master’s.. your mind is very powerful.. meditation is the key master your mind. Billionaires meditates so I think it’s important to do so.. 
I am also biased by your product.. liking bias, loving bias, Charlie Munger knows that..
If you chase two rabbits you get none, said Tao..but 
Imagine 60000 thoughts per day.. the mind is powerful..
They are like grow, bees, they make attacks. Sometimes is it very difficult to think that I don’t own my mind.. 
When you follow your heart, you will make it
I don’t know where that rabbit I need to follow..
My ex-wife told me I also have a victim mentality. Many billionaires said that it’s all about a mindset..
Now I write and think
email list:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6x_cnD4Tc2whttps://sendfox.com/

Now I think go to fishing… 

I was yesterday fishing. It freshened my mind little bit more. Night fishing… Now I saw you at television and that your new episode is coming from the TV today and I am engaged fully about it. And engaged about you. I read Abraham Lincoln story, and there’s those slaves, our brain contains place named a stritum, which is place which dropping dopamine our blood if I correctly remember that, all of this makes me wholly owned by you. Like slaves in USA was owned by Land Ladies.. I entered your land and now I am yours. Just like cattle I am domesticated in your command, so do good quality content.. 😉

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Hope you love my stories.. I felt yesterday myself little bit dummy to sending without response. But in this letter is so much value which you must know. 
I don’t like to be a domestic animal but if you are beautiful hearted Lady I would love to stay..
I think my brain seems to be changed dramatically when I read this.. I don’t know.. I doubt myself a lot. 
Free stuff make people feel guild and they will eat on your hands.. but you don’t own anything to me because you are so hot. It’s enough to me. Maybe I am stupid but people value different things.. So if there is hot Asian Woman, I am yours. I thought hot Brasilian Woman was hottest woman what I were met in my life, at now I am not sure about that..but playing with money women like you is so new to me. I am also quite pervert and hope I can be just what I am because I don’t like hide anything about you. I don’t mean anything what hurts you. Hope I don’t do so. You can always to mention about that.
Get that email marketing tool and make course how I described. I need to buy kindle book if it is super interesting if I bought that sample first.. and free stuff, with guilty biases and curious cap… Maybe you know everything what I explain… 
But now some coffee..

Psychological studies show that we quickly and easily start believing whatever comes out of our own mouths, even when the original reason for expressing the opinion is no longer relevant (in the doctors’ case, that they were paid to say it). This is cognitive dissonance at play; doctors reason that if they are telling others about a drug, it must be good—and so their own beliefs change to correspond to their speech, and they start prescribing accordingly.

Dan Ariely, The (honest) truth about dishonesty

More Bukowski

“When I thought of another child and another marriage I really began to feel bad. I had resigned myself to dying alone in a small room”

“nerves. Nobody has soul enough to overcome nerves. But I couldn’t tell her that. She wanted her baby. What the fuck.”

“It’s probably some deeply-rooted childhood fuckup that makes me vulnerable, I thought. Then I left my place and got into my volks.”