I Think that you should know this. Your mind is the best tool or your worst enemy. You should think I can more than I cannot. Every time you are correct. I don’t know I put lot of money on crypto. I think I became obsessed about making money. I know things, and today Warren Buffett ‘said’ to me invest now! Be greedy when others are fearful.. And of course Charles Bukowski said similar way, do opposite what crow do and you have all heaven on your life.. or something like that.. I don’t remember exactly how that quote goes. .. I put on my refrigerator note, which where is text, You have a girlfriend.. And I found girlfriend about 3 months. I manifested or something and I really put in my head goal to go towards something. You need believe yourself. If you see first it in your mind and next you will get it. You set mindset correctly.

CONFESSION

waiting for death
like a cat
that will jump on the
bed

I am so very sorry for
my wife

she will see this
stiff
white
body
shake it once, then
maybe
again

“Hank!”
Hank won’t
answer.

it’s not my death that
worries me, it’s my wife
left with this
pile of
nothing.

I want to
let her know
though
that all the nights
sleeping
beside her

even the useless
arguments
were things
ever splendid

and the hard
words
I ever feared to
say
can now be
said:

I love
you.

Ryan Holiday