I think my friend the father words.. he is really manipulator. I need cut him off. Fadeaway, using how I win battle with booze, Valium.. I never let him hurt me again. What he do is really manipulating.. it’s very hard to see that kind action but I was therapy and I learned love myself.
I need to read now when I feel that I am strong enough. the father attack my reading. He speak that I need therapy. Everything what I do now is bad. Also he advised to write to go deep inside my head and analysis my former life. My therapist said no more with this kind thing.. so I think the father is enemy and I need fight him away from my life. Fighting for poisonous human, one key element is let go, fadeaway, just what AA, Alcohol Anonymous said day by day.. Time is healer..
Oh no, Taiwan girl contacted me..