Being the Black Ninja

I put this on my fridge door. You are the Black Ninja. I found that Tai Lopez speaks about Ninja tricks.. kind the way of The law of attraction.. what you put on your fridge door you will attract. There is also you are the multi-billionaire.. and I started to attract this kind stuff. School doesn’t speak that. I found also that if you put something and watch it your brain waves or something resonates with people and they get same word to you. I found many times some words what I put on the fridge door will found with who I talked with.. it comes from their mouths.. it’s kind a miracle.. also when I removed those things on the fridge door.. I lost my thrive, and when I put back I thrive again.. started to training hard and reading hard too.. it’s makes you feel where you will become.. your are what you think.. it’s works like GPS navigation.. you put there that where you want go, like your are the multi-billionaire, your are the Black Ninja, your are in top condition! Your are pro athlete. You have sixpack abbs.. I have sixpack abbs, I am in very good condition. I putted about three years ago that your are top condition and your have got sixpack abbs.. and now I am.. it’s thrives you, you start mimic that you already are that, and your mind someway try to correct your thoughts on the reality.. I put there that your are professional speaker.. I started to focus my speak and start to training my speak also…


Fearvana: The Revolutionary Science of How to Turn Fear into Health, Wealth, and Happiness

Askshay Nanavati. check out more.. and also

Elon Musk: Tesla, SpaceX, and the Quest for a Fantastic Future

Ashlee Vance. That book of Elon Musk. Very inspiring.

The Butt

And the Tiger.. I don’t both are so sexy.. I recently read Elon Musk book and now I read book called Fearvana.. I remember when I get sober I found that Henry Ford saying that believe or not, your are correct both situations.. and Elon Musk believe very much that we will go to the Mars. Book describes that he is so certain about that, yeah, we go to the Mars. He had got no doubt about it. He said also that he never give up. You found those books my books.. read those..

I need believe that I can get pussy from the Butt just like Elon Musk believe that he will go to the Mars. Yeah, I get her pussy . Believe.. and you will get..

Very good book

Why We Sleep: Unlocking the Power of Sleep and Dreams Matthew Walker PhD

Lol.. it’s very big font.. The Tiger gives me this book, it’s very kind move.. I am tired little bit.. but this book is life changing experience. Read it. It’s the one of the best book what I ever read. People neglect this topic often, I thought that sleeping is not important but it’s the most important thing.. okay there’s exercising which is very important.. reading is very important.. and being present and I think I am addicted now books and I need take a break..

I don’t quit

When I removed those things like your multibillionaire my focus shifted. I don’t admire Donald Trump, but he spoke thinking big.. only I respect him in him as a business man but not how he treat folks like me. If you think, think big.. something like that he said.. I admire Tai Lopez. I have learned a lot and I found my life has changed little bit, I have a pussy, I have a gynecologist who is on my side.. I fear Tax-Bears and that’s why I need take a look at the end game. Google AI thinking better than I am. I can’t take a risk which fucks my life. I love eating pussy and I need to do that. Charlie Munger said in his book Poor Charlie’s Almanack that you need think problem with backwards and forwards.. just like playing the chess. You lost your game if you not focus on the end game.. know where to go.. Mark Twain said also you can learn from taking cat on her tail.. trial and error.. I need also understand my situation, I can’t just jump over the hole. And I can’t quit also..

I think I will quit

I am mentally bad shape. I just wrote a wall words : “your are billionaire”. It’s thrive on me to be a billionaire. But but.. it’s also fucks me up.. manipulated me. It doesn’t work for me. I started to living in the wonderland.. I need stop now.

It’s been three year now when I put wall words “your are steel! Your top shape! Your have a six pack abs!”. It’s did same wonderland feeling, I fantasying that I am now what I am now, in the top condition.. also I put your are professional speaker.. I started to think that I am.. but when I put that I am multibillionaire I started to thrive.. read alot.. I thinking that I am a multibillionaire just now which is a fantasy world.. yeah, I read the Snowball Warren Buffett biography, he put goal to become millionaire about age of 35 when he was a kid.

But I am fucked up on my mentally.. I just living in a dream world.. I think it’s dangerous.. I think everything is possible.. my energy levels in mentally way is not so good what I think.. I read also Charlie Munger Poor Charlie’s Almanack where he said I need focus where I am now. I am now recovering sex organ surgery, pussy surgery.. I am totally helpless and need to recover.. also I am lonely because I think my friend put me down.. and it’s influences me very bad way.. I don’t know.. I am woman. My brain said so, but if there is people who says that I am not, it’s fucks my brain.. my ex-wife was lesbian and I was her wife. She never see me as a man. But my friend doesn’t.. I was woman who wanna be everyones approval to be what I am.. I feel better now without him. But I miss him, but I think it is better for me to try to find people who see me as what I am.. I think that now I have a pussy. And I have gynecologist who wrote good recipes for me.. I feel good.. but I am lonely and it’s hurts..

I am not a billionaire.. it’s my vision.. just what was my top condition vision at a three years ago.. I understand a lot of doing business.. but it’s book-knowledge. My brain, subconscious mind wanna find the solution.. I thriving… I scared..