I really start to think about it, Mexico. I don’t know. I hate what happening in Finland now. It feels that it’s not my place anymore. I didn’t believe that Finland became communist country. Here’s now two sides. I don’t…

He is coming to help me with that tyre. Little bit drama but hopefully everything will be all right. I am very odd person nowadays, maybe always. this business partner – maybe I can’t do anything about his business. I…

My ol car tire is no air. She like my ex-girlfriend, that Lolita, but my car is born by 12.8.2002. So she is nineteen. Maybe you find that I am old pervert. Maybe I am, women turns more attractive now…

I have been read couple of negotiation books, so young lady selling her used pants, I have ability and understanding how to negotiate. I have an email address. I reading Charles Bukowski, living on luck 2, I used to copy…

Bukowski is life changing experience.. I listening classical music and my alcoholism is emerging like little faint baby flower.. So new born.. just reached out the sand and you see how her green tiny leaves start to seeing. Stravinsky and…

I wrote petvert shit on online conversation platform. I get aroused talking with female trolls. I don’t know.. it’s only my imagination. school girl, and I am old fart, a teacher. .. Whiskey helps me. I think Bukowski did this…

I reading Charles Bukowski books and I get him in my head, he is like my God. I suck him in my mind. I get bottle of Jameson, and I get some. It really liberated me to everything. I was…

I miss my friend.. Maybe I go my parents too. I called my brother.. I want people around me. I am now what they call, solitude. No one miss me, want me. Economic Professor Mankiw spoke an opportunity cost, if…

I miss my ex-wife, I want her back. I was so happy with her, but our relationship was very stormy too. I also dreaming that I become a billionaire. I also dreaming being a poker pro, writer.. but I am…

At yesterday I drove to my car to my ex-wife’s summer home area to feeling years when we was together with her. I remembered that when we collected rasberries on pushes and she made those rasberries a pie. I fight…