I wrote petvert shit on online conversation platform. I get aroused talking with female trolls. I don’t know.. it’s only my imagination. school girl, and I am old fart, a teacher. .. Whiskey helps me. I think Bukowski did this…

I reading Charles Bukowski books and I get him in my head, he is like my God. I suck him in my mind. I get bottle of Jameson, and I get some. It really liberated me to everything. I was…

I miss my friend.. Maybe I go my parents too. I called my brother.. I want people around me. I am now what they call, solitude. No one miss me, want me. Economic Professor Mankiw spoke an opportunity cost, if…

I miss my ex-wife, I want her back. I was so happy with her, but our relationship was very stormy too. I also dreaming that I become a billionaire. I also dreaming being a poker pro, writer.. but I am…

At yesterday I drove to my car to my ex-wife’s summer home area to feeling years when we was together with her. I remembered that when we collected rasberries on pushes and she made those rasberries a pie. I fight…

Ooh, she feels so nice.. How she wrote me her words. She get excited when I told what is it in the flow state. There is a book called Flow – You should read it. I don’t know, I thinking…

Life goes on.